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09/27/2005: "I heard your voice through a photograph, I thought it up it brought up the past"

Its kind of weird. I'm not really feeling mopey and sullen anymore. I mean, theres some felling every once in awhile, but its not as bad as it was a few weeks ago. Even after some bullshit a few days ago, the next day I woke up, and I wasn't felling mopey anymore. I don't know why. But all I did was listen to the Red Hot Chili Peppers all night, and when I woke up, I watched Full metal Alchemist vol. 5 DVD. I've done similar things in the past to cheer myself up, but they never worked this good. Or its cause I haven't been drinking much in the past 3 weeks. I must of drank myself into a stupor, and staying away from drinking must of cleared my mind. I didn't even drink on my birthday! Last year for my birthday, all I did was drink for a week straight.

Also my mom is going to the funeral of her aunt and will be out of town for a few days, so if you see a balloon tied to the mail box, thats the international symbol for 'Party over here.' (try to say that that as Cleveland from Family Guy) Also BYOB.